I did one too ohohohoho

What was the first thing you did this morning?
-Check my phone to see what time it was lol. Then I saw I got a text message and it said "penis". Thanks angela. I love waking up to that. Please send me more.

What is your favorite cereal?
- special K lol.

Would you rather marry a millionaire that is unfaithful or middle class worker that only has eyes for you?
- Middle class worker who only has eyes for me.

Would you rather have a job that requires strength of the body or the mind?
- Both lol. I want to work out my mind and body c:

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
-I haven't had a first kiss yet.

If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you’d do?
- uhhhh.... walk around half naked.

What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)?
- When I blacked out at school lol.

Would you ever consider plastic surgery?
- Only if a terrible tragedy happened to me.

What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your english skills?
- English lol.

Are you following the Presidential race?
- No :c Not as much as when I was following the 2008 race.

Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative?
- I hate politics... but I think I'm more of a liberal than a conservative.

If you could spend a day in another person’s body, living their life; who would it be and why?
- I'd want to be Paris Hilton because I want to walk around with my dog and say "That's hot" all day long.

If you had to choose, would you rather be blind or deaf?
- deaf.

Who is the one person who can always make you laugh?
- You guys and poopfacesmellybuttfeetlicker Clinton.

If you and a member of the opposite sex were the last people on earth, but they looked like Cruella Deville and Mister Ed had a baby, would you procreate? (Just to populate the earth)?
- No lol. Not because of the looks... but because I just can't have sex with someone I don't even know. That's really selfish... but I mean... once the baby's born, who's gonna procreate with my baby? :l

What are you passionate about?
- I love cats.

Do you believe in abortion?
- yeah. I believe that if something horrendous happened to the girl and she got pregnant or the girl really can not afford to take care of the baby because of family situations, because she's a druggie, because of money, or because of a medical problem that will put the mother and child in danger, abortion is alright. But... like emily said, if a girl has had like numerous abortions... then yah that girl should get her tubes tied.

Imagine you’re an inmate waiting on death row.
- ok 8D

What would you request for your last meal?
- Probably my mom's cooking lol.

What is the one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner?
- I'd have to agree with honesty.

Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
- Living with 10 cats and 5 dogs.

yup.

So... for the past week or so, I've been feeling pretty shitty. Especially at night. I don't know why but I've been crying every night. It's just for no reason at all. Then, just yesterday, I got my period. I then understood why I've been feeling so emotional all week. When I got my period, I was happy because that meant that my PMS should stop. Oh man was I wrong. Last night was the worst night ever. It started around 6ish. I was feeling pretty annoyed and irritated at everything. Then, at 8 or so, I had this urge to want to cry again. I went to the bathroom and cried. Then, I went back into my room thinking all was done. Nope. I wanted to cry again so I went downstairs and watched tv and cried. Then, I went back to my room and pretended to sleep. I cried some more.

While crying last night, I felt so alone. I didn't feel like myself at all. The scary part was that while I was lying in bed, I thought about how peaceful it would be if I died right now. I have no idea why that thought ran into my head. And, what even scared me more was that the thought of dying was so peaceful to me that it lulled me to sleep.

I cried some more today. I don't feel as crappy as I did yesterday, but I still cried.

idk I hate my body.