Tuesday, November 16, 2010

emily you got me thinking~



I remembered when i was little,
every little friend i had,
i made a promise with them to stay
friends forever.
Thinking back, that was pretty stupid LOL
My little brain thought that promises
were forever and that we would actually
stay friends forever.
Oh boy was i wrong.
I basically lost contact with almost all of the
friends i made when i was little.
And you know what?
I'm not sad about it either.
It felt... pretty normal?
Is that bad? haha
I don't even miss them.
We basically lost our friendship for stupid reasons.
It was either because we were in different classes
or different schools
And some of the friends that i made promises with were
what i considered my "best friends"
Sometimes, i don't think i have a heart haha
I mean... i would think that any sane person would miss
a childhood friend that you considered your "best friend"
i mean.. even just a little
but i don't
at all.

However, i am really glad i have friends such as you guys <3
We've known each other for quite some time and i'm glad you guys
stuck with me (:
Even through different schools and colleges, you guys put up
with the insane me :D
i love you guys <3

2 comments:

  1. This is why I don't brood over lost friendships with my so called "best friends" , because I have great ones now that that I know will stay c: & I'll do the same.
    Gawd I remember those promises too LOL the only person from grade school I stayed close to is Andrea.

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  2. LOL i don't think youre 'suppose' to feel bad about breaking those so-called PROMISES. If you think of it, they weren't really promises. As kids, we see everyone as being nice and good people, annoying sometimes yeah ahhaha but who ever worked to keep those petty promises anyway? I, for one, sure do not feel bad. haha.

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