Saturday, May 21, 2011

Dear Emily

It's okay to cry my love.
I wish I could be by your side 24/7, but alas I can't. I would love to be that robot that would hold onto you while you cried. You really are a strong person. As emily said, I think you've seen most of us cry. You always told me to just cry it out. So my love, cry it all out. Don't hold anything back. We are here for you. We all love you from the bottom of our hearts and we will be the pillars to hold you up when you feel like falling. When we were at Cha, I would see tears in your eyes after you looked up from your phone. I wanted to wipe those tears away <3 Oh my darling, I wish I could whisk you away from this pain and insomnia you're experiencing. I really wish I could.

I love you.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Angela&Emily

It's true what you guys say about how friends should tell each other the truth. Nothing should be sugarcoated. I sure wouldn't want any of my friends to sugarcoat something when I honestly want the truth from them. But I honestly can say that from the bottom of my heart, you guys will find someone. This is the truth. I am not saying this because I have someone already. I am not believing that you guys will find someone just because I have someone. I've believed this even before I found someone. I've felt that loneliness before. I've wanted to have that feeling of being loved by that one guy I loved back. I wanted to feel the warmth of just knowing that he's thinking of me. Yes, sometimes I wondered if I'll ever find that guy. I went through a stage where I was for sure that I would never find someone. Boy, that thought really brought me down.

You two are honestly amazing girls. The truth is, right now, I believe that you both are just not in the right time or in the right place. This year may not be the year when you guys find that guy, but next year might. And when next year passes and that guy is still not found, then there will be the year after that and the year after that and etc. Either way, you both will find someone.

Yes, it's true. Reality is, there are some people who do not find that special someone ever in their life. But reality for me is that both of you will find someone. Being pessimistic about finding that perfect guy is not going to help. I agree that if you both channel those feelings and turn it into positive feelings and into finding happiness that doesn't involve a guy, both of you will be much happier. Like Emily said, enjoy life guys. Enjoy what's in the moment right now. It's nice to look into the future but please, don't ever put yourselves down and be pessimistic about it. You both are too amazing to not have an amazing future. I guarantee that you both will find someone. But like I said, right now it might just not be the right time or the right place.

I love you both <3